Wednesday, November 5, 2008

-- assignments , assignments and assignments ..

oh god lord , puhlease help me!
i'm overloaded with assignments .. haven't had time to chill with friends , chat with them, watch TV and "update" my blog! so jian hao .. please understand! :p haahhahaha

anyways, i'm stuck right now doing my 2 and 3D assignment which is due tomorrow the 6th!!!
fucking headache .. i don't know whether i can finish this shit by tomorrow. it's bloody hard i repeat it's horribly hard .. shucks, sometimes makes me wonder what the fuck does this have to do with PHOTOGRAPHY! aaaaaaaaaaaaaah , i'm so gonna blow up sooooon .. so effing stressed up!

talk about stress , today in college was very stressing! i have no idea why but i just felt like snapping somebody's head off! just felt too annoyed with some people and yeah some people ... maybe, i just need to back off and lay back abit .. been too nice to some people that make them think they can bully or control me .. well the last time i check, i don't fucking allow anybody control me not even my parents! so bugger off freak!! at times i just feel like giving you a fucking bitch slap but i just don't want to create any havoc .. oh and FYI i fucking hate you! don't think your some bigshot who can fool around with people's life when they all hate you .. you can GO TO HELL! sigh sigh sigh .. some people just LOVE pissing people off .. ( P.S : this is my anger talking! lol :p )

hmm thinking about something happy to talk about ... ? oh yeah my birthday is coming! didn't realize it after jian hao reminding me yesterday .. another 1 month and less than 2 weeks left :)
sweet sixteen coming! oh god, im so young .. um, thought of celebrating my birthday at langkawi but some people had trouble going there .. so i've decided to celebrate at the usual place " MY HOUSE " will be having BBQ and maybe will ask shaun to come DJ ;) make it like a club .. if not then i'll just blast the stereo with gooooood music! well, i don't want any BIG FANCY SHMENCY party like those bratz on "my super sweet sixteen". it's just not worth it! i prefer just having a laid back party with friends around :) it'll be awesome catching up with 'em :) oh i'm so excited .. but sadly have to wait for another month! it's okay .. i have the patience ;)

anyways, will try my best to update my blog as soon as possible! now i have to focus on this 3D shit which i think i won't be sleeping till 5 or 6 in the morning .. it's due tomorrow! fuck fuck fuck ..

ciao for now xx

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