Friday, February 20, 2009

Ready To Move On ...

hey there readers :) want to share with you something personal today!
i just felt like blogging what i'm thinking and feeling at the moment ...
well, here goes ..

For the last two years i've been single and it's been really tough for me to move on from GREG .. to me his still there just that i don't get to talk to him or see him ! But what i do know is his in a better place and he'll be watching over me .. He'll always be my guardian angel and he'll always will remain in my heart till the end . I've been missing him alot and been suffering from the pain of sadness but i've gone for therapy and well let's say it works :) Anyways, since his death in 2007 .. i've been on dates with few guys but i just don't feel right to move on . To me it feels like i'm still with greg and we're still in a relationship .. So it's been a really really tough two years .. But a month back i've been talking to greg's mom ( which i love her as my own mom ) .. She made me realize that my life doesn't ends here and i should move on , enjoy life and have a relationship with someone .. and she even told me that greg would have wanted me to move on and find someone that makes me happy and comfortable around them .. That's when i felt ready to move on , ready to start a new path of life , ready to love someone , ready to do things that i've not been in the mood of doing for the last 2 years .. So, i can say i'm pretty much READY now :):)

Thanks to the help of Rachel Smith and Family :) Remember, I Love You Guys & Thank You For Making Me Feel That I'm Ready To Move On ..

And Greg Lionel Smith : Rest In Peace My Guardian Angel ..

And So, it ends here for now .. Will blog more sooner or later !
Cheers For Now xx

Enjoy ~

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